Fear

Imagine the world you once knew is crumbling down into pieces. The sight of everything crashing down on you, the walls you build in order to save yourself from dissolving into darkness crumble right in front of your eyes. Once she was being betrayed, her world became different. She started to avoid eye contacts, she hates when people assume they knew her. And everything she once loved, disappeared. Long ago, in her past she remembered that scene. It haunts her till this very day, the fear of being alone again. In the past, she thought her friends were true. Laughing and sharing problems, well that’s what basically everyone does. But all because a stupid jealousy, it causes her to realize that the world she lived in is just a fantasy. All because she talks to a guy, her friend ruined her life. The whole class went against her; she tried so hard to make it right, soon the teachers also started to accuse her. What happen? She thought so many times. I never did anything wrong, why am I being punish like that? After that she confined herself into a world of darkness, creating another alter ego to pay the price of being alone. That other rise up, seeking revenge and blood, each day she grew stronger and named herself Raven. Raven cold dark eyes freezes people, her cold black heart hatred make people walked away from her. Soon she was lonely, with no one to depend on. Years went by, alone in the world of hatred. She never bowed her head to anyone, she never cries for or in front of anyone. She held her head high; making sure no one will step on her again. As Raven freely walks, she hides herself building her world of fantasy. The walls as high as she can imagine, as thick as she wants, she create her defense in order to protect herself. But than once again, she is now feeling this fear. Feeling that her world will crumble down, Raven shouted to her to change. But her fear covers her ears and everything was ignored. How much she wishes for someone to understand this loneliness of hers, she wish that just one person would not leaved her behind like all those people did. In reality, everyone is selfish; they concern more about themselves than others. This fear will become reality, and she is now more afraid than ever, because she is scared of being alone in the world.