Lost everything

The lies that you said
The truth that can never believe in
The sadness that you cause
Pour down like rain
Like a gravity
You pulled me back
I wish
You were no longer there

Lay down my heart
On a cold stone
Stab it down
Set me free
Let me roar
For eternity

Rain fall downs
On the surface of love
Cold win blows into those who are weak
Arrows strike
In the heart of love
That’s where I lost everything

The movement that I like
The voice I love to hear
The smile with the eyes
Charming and sincere
Like a gravity
You pulled me back
When I’ve decide
To give up than

Rain fall downs
On the surface of love
Cold win blows into those who are weak
Arrows strike
In the heart of love
That’s where I lost everything

Losing in faith
Losing in love
Losing all the battles I’ve prepare
Losing in faith
Believe in nothing
That where my heart lay
Cold and despair

Rain fall downs
On the surface of love
Cold win blows into those who are weak
Arrows strike
In the heart of love
That’s where I lost everything
(that’s where I lost everything..)

My Broken Friendship

When I was young, I thought my world involve with nothing else but friends. Everything that I’ve dream of hanging out and have fun, not caring about the consequences to whatever we do. Yet this feeling slowly fades away into nothingness when everyone changed. Friends start to date and couple, and those who don’t have anyone special in their life, stays lonely in their own world. But here I stood, looking into the world I know. Many friends told me before saying when they couple they would not forget us. As soon as they had a girlfriend or boyfriend, they turn us to be extras and leave us aside. Each an every one of them I ever trust to be different turns out to be the exactly same. Recently I lost all my faith in friends, for each an every one of them left me in this lonely world. They brag about their relationship, and go around bringing their love once to gathering and stuff. I sit there lonely at the corner, no one realize I was gone or there. No one come talking to me anymore. I thought it is a normal thing in life, you know new people and from time to time you leave the old one behind. But seeing the picture they post up their Facebook kills me, knowing that I wasn’t important anymore in their life. And was just a little no body at the corner of the room. Some people even gave me a comment saying the boys I ever love never work out and even a friend of my asking me to find a boyfriend fast. There I sat and think, what the hell are they talking about? Is that what you say to your friends? Two words I can give them right at their face “FUCK YOU!” if I don’t get a boyfriend than it is my problem and not yours.

Stop It

I guess everything has its way in saying, and not only that I could feel this way. But I think this is my limit in this matter. Every time I have people coming into my life, and when they need me I am always there, but when they don need me they leave me aside and go on with their life. So am I a soft bag that clam people tears and not a person who could share everything with?? Well, if I am like this to you than stop bothering me. I am not going to layan you all just for your sadness, I am having my own problem here also…