I Hate This Feeling

Everything went out good and nice for the past few days, but something came up and something was wrong today. As I sit there looking at the pictures and seeing the comments, I thought okay today will be a normal day. But as I got to the mamak celebrating criss birthday, okay not really celebrating, just with him yam cha, and as everyone was together, something was weird among them. Suddenly as someone told me stuff and things that happen yesterday night, I felt as if I wasn’t apart from it anymore, I felt as if I was a stranger. Looking at their faces and their topic, I finally felt as if I am losing everything that was once dear to me. I really hate this feeling…