Full Moon

Nothing can compare
To the light you give
Nothing can compare
To the beauty you’ve shown
Looking at you
Take my breath away
Everything you shine
Everyone is amaze by you

Your silent shine the sky
With hope and light
The stars shine along
By your side
Everyone look up to you
Praying and wishing
To be with you
The beauty that no one can reach
And can only be glance upon
That beautiful Full Moon

Chasing

His wide back
Cover my sight
His long black hair
Wave gently as he walk
Looking at the sight of this beautiful back
Take my strength away

His eyes as gold as the sun
His voice charms every girl in sight
His smile swept everyone off their feet
How can anyone resist
This charm of his

He swept down to earth
Touching their heart
Change their sorrow
Into anger beyond the soul
An evil demon he is
Yet I chase after his shadow
Wishing to see that beautiful back
Portrait by the Angel of Sorrow

My Daddy's Touch

The cold darkness covers my eyes
Leading to the despair in life
But far at the end
A light shine
Calm and warm
Save and there is light
Those rough hands
Touches my face
Slowly stroking all the tears away
Softly he whispers
Calming words into my ears
“Don’t worry,” he said
“For the angels are here”
His eyes full of sorrow
And tired from work
His body grows weak
As everyday passed
And yet he smiled to the darkness
With glory of light
We hug each other
Calming our hearts down
Those touch that heal me
From the nightmare I have
That arms that calm my soul
That is
My Daddy’s Touch

Lost everything

The lies that you said
The truth that can never believe in
The sadness that you cause
Pour down like rain
Like a gravity
You pulled me back
I wish
You were no longer there

Lay down my heart
On a cold stone
Stab it down
Set me free
Let me roar
For eternity

Rain fall downs
On the surface of love
Cold win blows into those who are weak
Arrows strike
In the heart of love
That’s where I lost everything

The movement that I like
The voice I love to hear
The smile with the eyes
Charming and sincere
Like a gravity
You pulled me back
When I’ve decide
To give up than

Rain fall downs
On the surface of love
Cold win blows into those who are weak
Arrows strike
In the heart of love
That’s where I lost everything

Losing in faith
Losing in love
Losing all the battles I’ve prepare
Losing in faith
Believe in nothing
That where my heart lay
Cold and despair

Rain fall downs
On the surface of love
Cold win blows into those who are weak
Arrows strike
In the heart of love
That’s where I lost everything
(that’s where I lost everything..)

My Broken Friendship

When I was young, I thought my world involve with nothing else but friends. Everything that I’ve dream of hanging out and have fun, not caring about the consequences to whatever we do. Yet this feeling slowly fades away into nothingness when everyone changed. Friends start to date and couple, and those who don’t have anyone special in their life, stays lonely in their own world. But here I stood, looking into the world I know. Many friends told me before saying when they couple they would not forget us. As soon as they had a girlfriend or boyfriend, they turn us to be extras and leave us aside. Each an every one of them I ever trust to be different turns out to be the exactly same. Recently I lost all my faith in friends, for each an every one of them left me in this lonely world. They brag about their relationship, and go around bringing their love once to gathering and stuff. I sit there lonely at the corner, no one realize I was gone or there. No one come talking to me anymore. I thought it is a normal thing in life, you know new people and from time to time you leave the old one behind. But seeing the picture they post up their Facebook kills me, knowing that I wasn’t important anymore in their life. And was just a little no body at the corner of the room. Some people even gave me a comment saying the boys I ever love never work out and even a friend of my asking me to find a boyfriend fast. There I sat and think, what the hell are they talking about? Is that what you say to your friends? Two words I can give them right at their face “FUCK YOU!” if I don’t get a boyfriend than it is my problem and not yours.

Stop It

I guess everything has its way in saying, and not only that I could feel this way. But I think this is my limit in this matter. Every time I have people coming into my life, and when they need me I am always there, but when they don need me they leave me aside and go on with their life. So am I a soft bag that clam people tears and not a person who could share everything with?? Well, if I am like this to you than stop bothering me. I am not going to layan you all just for your sadness, I am having my own problem here also…

I Hate This Feeling

Everything went out good and nice for the past few days, but something came up and something was wrong today. As I sit there looking at the pictures and seeing the comments, I thought okay today will be a normal day. But as I got to the mamak celebrating criss birthday, okay not really celebrating, just with him yam cha, and as everyone was together, something was weird among them. Suddenly as someone told me stuff and things that happen yesterday night, I felt as if I wasn’t apart from it anymore, I felt as if I was a stranger. Looking at their faces and their topic, I finally felt as if I am losing everything that was once dear to me. I really hate this feeling…